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Anniversary Post: An awesome year thanks to my awesome friends June 12, 2010

Posted by Emma Jayne in Life, Random Musings.
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Emma Jayne

Emma Jayne

This month marks the anniversary of my new life, of a revolution in my thinking and in my being that I’m still struggling to find words for. For years, more years than I care to think about, I was locked away in a corner of my own mind, afraid to come out.

The fear is still there in many ways, but it’s a fear I’m slowly coming to terms with as I learn to accept myself for who I am. The thing that’s made this revolution possible is my friends who have accepted me in all my inner mixed-up-ness. Everything about me is a contradiction, but as I’ve stepped out, I’ve found an amazing grace in so many people who have somehow been able to look beyond the contradictions and allow me to be me, and instead of walking away have continued to welcome my friendship.

So this post, my friends, is for you: thank you.

Exactly a year ago today I wrote these words:

And Jesus? He knows me better than I know myself. He’s known all along. He looks at me, smiles … and offers me a reassuring hug. “All shall be well,” he says, “and all shall be well and all manner of things shall be well.”

Held in that embrace, I am found. Grace abounds. Grace beyond belief as the God in whom I cannot possibly believe looks on and believes in me…

They’re still true: grace beyond belief embraces and holds me. And you, my friends, even those of you for whom all this talk of Jesus is meaningless nonsense: you’ve made the journey so far possible. You’ve made it bearable. Thank you for sharing my journey and thank you for allowing me to share yours:

@bourach | @fragmentz | @fromthesamesky
@serial_insomnia | @unicorntreebks

There are others I can’t name on a public post:
you know who you are: thank you.

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Comments»

1. Pandora - June 12, 2010

Glad to have helped in any way, my dearest.

❤ xxx

2. Karita - June 12, 2010

I’m very glad I found your blog. 🙂

3. Melanie C - June 12, 2010

No thanks ever needed cause it’s my joy and pleasure too to be sharing the journey and to know you, and my honest privilege to have been intriduced to you in the first place. Hugz always.

4. Emma Jayne - June 14, 2010

Well thank you all 🙂

(trying to think of something more creative to say but failing miserably)

5. fragmentz - June 27, 2010

hugs


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